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Hey it's me. An all-time dreamer. I live in a small town of somewhere on earth.
I've been living in this town for almost sixteen years. And yeah, I love it.
I'm nice. But I can be a total mean bitch if I'm stressed or pissed off.
I'm welcoming anyone to visit my blog. Because I'm nice. I've said that right?
So be nice to me then I'll be nice to you back :)
Much love from me, an unknown stranger. xoxo
Monday, 30 January 2012
what a wonderful feeling
GUESS WHAT?
I'M NOT JEALOUS OF HER ANYMORE! This time is for real. I guess. Oh I really love this kind of feeling. Feels so good for not being jealous of my own best friend. It was kinda weird......I myself don't know why suddenly I don't feel jealous anymore. Haha. Maybe it's because her boyfriend is
just another crush of mine. Well, just so you know, if I was crushing on someone, it will only lasts for...............a short time. Hihi I really can't believe this you know. How quick I change. But it's a good thing though. Now I don't have to faking my happiness in front of her because I don't care about them anymore. I mean, I don't care if they are being a couple. I don't care if "he" loves "her". I don't care if her boyfriend doesn't like me anymore.
I REALLY DON'T CARE. I love my best friend. I hope for the best for her. This is straight from my heart. I know there's no one reading my blog but at least, I can pour out all the burden in my heart by typing it here, right. Um, so okay. Done. Lol. Btw...................................................
I've always been dreaming of this kind of relationship. Lol...............sorry my english kinda sucks. kbai
Labels: best friend, crush, jealous, relationship
11:21 pm
Sunday, 29 January 2012
it's about my crush again.
Haven't updated my blog lately. How's everyone? :) I'm pretty fine here, lol who ask? HAHAHA. Okay today, I wanna share about.....................my crush.
YES MY BEST FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND. So, last friday, she told me again about his boyfriend. She said she have something to tell me, and she let me guess his current boyfriend. I thought it was another person 'cause she seems so excited about it. But, when I've been guessing wrongly for four times,
I SAY MY CRUSH NAME AND THEN BINGO! Yes she was talking about him. The same person. Not someone else. I think she has forgotten that she already told me about that. Lol.........she said she was just playing with his feelings, she's not serious in their relationship. But, I can see that she's not going to play with his feelings, maybe now she is, but I'm sure, soon, she will fall in love with him. And I can see how
happy she is when she's texting and calling with him. Well I'm happy for you. I know you're broken before, thats why you're not serious in all relationships you're in, after your relationship with "HiM". But your current relationship, I guarantee will last longer than your relationship with "HiM". Don't get missunderstood. I don't love your boyfriend. I don't want him. He's yours. I've been saying that I like him before right? Maybe you stalk my tumblr or you just guessing. But thats not true. I'm just lonely you know. I feel like I'm
forever alone.
Nobody texts me. Nobody calls me. Nobody chat with me. Nobody wants to be my guy best friend. Thats it. I admit that I ever liked him, but now?
I don't think so. Because I'm still attached to my ex-boyfriend. You know that right? I still love my ex-boyfriend. Just so you know,
I'm loyal. I'm big on fidelity. Getting over someone is not easy for me to do. It would takes a lot of my time, just for getting over a jerk. Thats me. If you're my real best friend, you would understand it. Thanks for reading.
Labels: alone, best friend, crush, ex-boyfriend, relationship
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